Over the last few weeks I have been
writing about a document I keep on the desktop of my computer entitled, “My
Motivation.” It is designed to remind and inspire and focus me toward
Christ-centered living, but it’s comprised of pictures rather than words. Nine
of the fifteen pictures are of various men of God who inspire me for a number
of reasons, the third of whom is the puritan Pastor and author, John Bunyan.
When I was in college, I read
Bunyan’s most famous work, Pilgrim’s
Progress, which certainly had an impact on my life. But in 2003 I read his
second most famous work, Grace Abounding
to the Chief of Sinners, through which God led me on a months-long journey of
exploring the contours of grace in my life. In the preface of the book, Bunyan
writes this:
“It is profitable for Christians to be often calling to
mind the very beginnings of grace within their souls…My dear children, call to
mind the former days, ‘and the years of ancient times: remember also your songs
in the night; and commune with your own heart’ (Psalm 73:5-12). Yea, look
diligently, and leave no corner therein unsearched, for there is treasure hid,
even the treasure of your first and second experience of the grace of God
toward you. Remember, I say, the word that first laid hold upon you; remember
your terrors of conscience, and fear of death and hell; remember also your
tears and prayers to God; yea, how you sighed under every hedge for mercy. Have
you never a hill Mizar to remember [see Psalm 42:6]? Have you forgot the close,
the milk house, the stable, the barn, and the like, where God did visit your
soul? Remember also the Word—the Word, I say, upon which the Lord has caused
you to hope. If you have sinned against light; if you are tempted to blaspheme;
if you are down in despair; if you think God fights against you; or if heaven
is hid from your eyes, remember it was thus with your father [i.e., their
pastor, John Bunyan], but out of them all the Lord delivered me.”
In submission to the Lord and
this ancient Pastor, I diligently explored every corner of my life and searched
for treasures of grace. I found many such treasures! Furthermore, the quest so
impacted my life that Bunyan has become a permanent part of my life and, in a
strange way, one of my Pastors. So, I give glory to God for him, and commend
his wisdom to you—search for the grace of Christ in your life!
Shaped by the grace of Christ,
Pastor Charlie